Well I have been single for a little over a week, and it sucks, but that's to be expected right now. Tony and I were together for 4 1/2 years, and it's hard to just say goodbye to your best friend, and person who has been with you every day for that entire time.
We have an apartment together in Burnsville, but because I can't afford anything on my own at this time, so I will be moving out when I get back from Vegas (which I leave for this Saturday) I will be going back to the moms house for a while, and then in April it looks like I will be doing some jumping around between friends houses and moms house so that I can get my internship done and graduate from school.
Anyways, I am thankful that I have such great friends, and family who will help me figure things out. My friends will teach me how to be single again lol, and family will let me sleep anywhere, whenever.
So I know you're wondering why this happened, and for the most part it was a mutal desicion for Tony and I to part ways. There just has been way too much arguing, and we both want different things at this point in our lives. There was no big blow out, nothing bad happened. We are just two people, who are going down different life paths. It sure doesn't feel like it right now, but we both know and have discussed that in the long run, we will both be happier people with this decision. I miss him like crazy, and wold give anything to see him, and hang out, but I am also able to recognize that that's not possible right now, so instead I need to just focus on finishing school, and getting a job so I can get my own place.
Reading this I am surprised and happy at how relaxed you seem. I am sure this isn't the case all the time but it sounds like you and Tony really discussed this topic in depth and you've come to accept that it is the best choice even if it is hard at this time. I wish you luck! You know there is a couch at our house too if you need it. (And some really loud kids that will not let you sleep in!) ;-) Love you!
ReplyDeleteI've had a week to hystarically cry, and have melt downs and now I need to just concentrate on finising school and getting a full time job and a place of my own. That's the plan at least!
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